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Tuesday, May 24, 2016
Life after 20
Today i have decided to write about something a little serious, its what i am feeling right now as i turned 27 a month back. And trust me it's not gonna be depressional, so kindly don't leave just yet..
Though to be honest i might not even make sense to some but some may relate to it and may find it helpful or at least can relax knowing they are not alone in this state of mind.
i have been having this feeling since it was my 25th birthday which was 2 years back, i didn't feel like celebrating as i thought, what's the point in celebrating when i am actually growing old and nobody wants that, right?? But nobody can help it either "time and tide waits for none".
And i felt like it was too soon i really was just a teenager few days back,even though thats not true, but its just hard to accept, right??
I mean i had only started enjoying my freedom of being an adult,well almost an adult and in my head i am still trying to figure out how to be an adult (at my 27).
It's just a number, age is, but it brings some invisible strings of responsibility when you are still fighting to remain a free, independent spirit and yet u manage to tie yourself up, and yes we do it.. cause we also want to settle, fall in love, have things for our own, basically all of those things which comes with responsibility, and then you feel so tied up. It's a confusing time in everyone's life,to be matured or not to be??
And now that i am 2 years older and wiser that i realized, perhaps we never really know that, with time we just keep doing the things that crops out at that point of time, but we never stop wondering too.. if we could have done it better or if we could have avoided it, stuffs like that.
I am kind of having a feeling that i am losing a lot of reader by now, but i am just writing what i am thinking it's not a planned thing and i guess thats why its going to help someone understand even more clearly, because its a natural state.
Anyway, i see a lot of people around me who are in the range of 20-29+ and they all, at some point, question themselves, or may have asked somebody in the middle of a telephone conversation, or talk about somebody who is going through this "clueless phase of life” ..
And when we all leave for our home and hit the bed it all starts :
What are we doing? -- What are we really supposed to do? -- Was i meant to be living this life? -- Was this my dream? -- Could i have done better? -- Could i be doing what he/she is doing? -- Could i be better than them? And the list goes on..
But then we fade into sleep and we wake up and do what we were doing in life before asking ourselves those questions..because that's what is going to pay our bills. And honestly not doing it won’t even be practical.
But what about those recurring questions which keeps you from sleeping at night? Will they stop? NO, they won't ever stop. If someone tells me today that by the time i reach my 50's things will all fall into places i wont believe as its against human nature we always WANT, and if you live your life wanting and not getting you will never forget.
Yet, why do we go back to our regular life which is failing to give one answer to all those questions that we have for ourselves???
Simple, because something is better than nothing and we definitely want something to always keep going in our life. But what if there is a way and its not as difficult as it looks, or for some may be even difficult but is it worth? Hell yes..
Now, you probably have started to giving it a hint of thought so i am going to tell you secretly, don't freak out and change your mind just too quick, it is going to be tough, but.. but hear me out it's only cause you got too used to the life you were living just like going for gym, it's hard only in the initial days (which anyways you were going through by getting unhealthy and probably would have prolonged if you din't took the first step) so just hang in there a little longer and gradually you will see how fast you will adapt, and you will, because positive changes always bring excitement which makes you more energetic.
So now to the things that i do to keep things on track :
Though to be honest i might not even make sense to some but some may relate to it and may find it helpful or at least can relax knowing they are not alone in this state of mind.
i have been having this feeling since it was my 25th birthday which was 2 years back, i didn't feel like celebrating as i thought, what's the point in celebrating when i am actually growing old and nobody wants that, right?? But nobody can help it either "time and tide waits for none".
And i felt like it was too soon i really was just a teenager few days back,even though thats not true, but its just hard to accept, right??
I mean i had only started enjoying my freedom of being an adult,well almost an adult and in my head i am still trying to figure out how to be an adult (at my 27).
It's just a number, age is, but it brings some invisible strings of responsibility when you are still fighting to remain a free, independent spirit and yet u manage to tie yourself up, and yes we do it.. cause we also want to settle, fall in love, have things for our own, basically all of those things which comes with responsibility, and then you feel so tied up. It's a confusing time in everyone's life,to be matured or not to be??
And now that i am 2 years older and wiser that i realized, perhaps we never really know that, with time we just keep doing the things that crops out at that point of time, but we never stop wondering too.. if we could have done it better or if we could have avoided it, stuffs like that.
I am kind of having a feeling that i am losing a lot of reader by now, but i am just writing what i am thinking it's not a planned thing and i guess thats why its going to help someone understand even more clearly, because its a natural state.
Anyway, i see a lot of people around me who are in the range of 20-29+ and they all, at some point, question themselves, or may have asked somebody in the middle of a telephone conversation, or talk about somebody who is going through this "clueless phase of life” ..
And when we all leave for our home and hit the bed it all starts :
What are we doing? -- What are we really supposed to do? -- Was i meant to be living this life? -- Was this my dream? -- Could i have done better? -- Could i be doing what he/she is doing? -- Could i be better than them? And the list goes on..
But then we fade into sleep and we wake up and do what we were doing in life before asking ourselves those questions..because that's what is going to pay our bills. And honestly not doing it won’t even be practical.
But what about those recurring questions which keeps you from sleeping at night? Will they stop? NO, they won't ever stop. If someone tells me today that by the time i reach my 50's things will all fall into places i wont believe as its against human nature we always WANT, and if you live your life wanting and not getting you will never forget.
Yet, why do we go back to our regular life which is failing to give one answer to all those questions that we have for ourselves???
Simple, because something is better than nothing and we definitely want something to always keep going in our life. But what if there is a way and its not as difficult as it looks, or for some may be even difficult but is it worth? Hell yes..
Now, you probably have started to giving it a hint of thought so i am going to tell you secretly, don't freak out and change your mind just too quick, it is going to be tough, but.. but hear me out it's only cause you got too used to the life you were living just like going for gym, it's hard only in the initial days (which anyways you were going through by getting unhealthy and probably would have prolonged if you din't took the first step) so just hang in there a little longer and gradually you will see how fast you will adapt, and you will, because positive changes always bring excitement which makes you more energetic.
So now to the things that i do to keep things on track :
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