trips..and days..

there wasn't anything to do and when i woke up i was filled up with energy from head to toe..called up a friend and planned to go out..met him but then didn't know where to go..Then few hours later we were in a boat.

                        Ganges..!!

 a river and sunset and being jobless, with a broken heart, don't let you control your tears to flow..and it wasn't only due to my problem filled life but somewhere i knew,i felt there is a hollow that can't be filled up. Happiness seemed vague, at the same time there wasn't anything to be sad about..how is life changing, like a presentation every slide is moving and making another new point..

 i am endlessly looking for jobs and yet failing to get hands on them, my problem is not being jobless but finding the one job which i was looking for since i left school.

 And in the process am too tired to make an individual presence. All my time is passing by thinking of how to get there and i am missing outta whole lot of stuffs going on around me. I am stubborn i won't change my mind. And i know i will get it but why is it taking so long? What is so huge that i can't get over it???
 why am i asking these questions here???
he he he..
Probably this happens when you are stressed.. well that's what i guess,anyway. loss of words.. tata..!!